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What We Remember

Michael Thomas Ford

ISBN 9780758218520
Publish Date 4/27/2010
Format Trade Paperback
Categories Kensington, General, Fiction
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Every family has a hidden story—even the perfect ones. In this suspenseful and deeply moving novel, Michael Thomas Ford propels us beyond smiling holiday photographs and beloved anecdotes to explore the complex ties within one family—and between two very different brothers whom catastrophe will either unite or divide forever…

On the morning James McCloud, a Seattle district attorney, gets a call from his sister, he senses his own long-buried family history is about to be dragged into the light. James’s father, Daniel, a police officer, disappeared eight years ago. Now his body has been found. James always believed his father committed suicide. But the evidence leaves no doubt: Daniel was murdered.

James immediately returns to Cold Falls, New York, to be with the rest of his family. Among them is his brother, Billy, twenty-one, gay, and even more troubled than James remembers. James was always the golden child, Billy the disappointment. Time has not healed their differences, but events may drastically change their roles. For when James’s high school ring is discovered with Daniel’s body, he becomes the prime suspect. And as the truth emerges, piece by piece, Billy finds himself amid a swirl of secrets and lies powerful enough to decide his brother’s fate, threaten yet another life, and destroy the bonds that still remain…

“A fast-moving yet thoughtful exploration of family love and the things we do in its name.” --Booklist


1. The novel's chapters switch back and forth between the events of 1991 and the events of 1982/83. Did you find the transitions jarring, or has the author crafted them in such a way that the story flows smoothly?

2. Some scenes in the book are shown from more than one character's perspective. Often what you might believe at one point in the novel changes when you see the same scene from another perspective later on. How did this affect your reading experience? Were there any instances where you were bothered that something you believed to be true turned out not to be?

3. The action in the book often switches back and forth between the world of adults and the world of children. How do these two worlds mirror one another?

4. Billy McCloud at first seems to be the least reliable character in the novel, but as the story unfolds he in many ways proves to be the most reliable. Did your opinion of Billy change during the reading of the novel?

5. Nancy Derry arguably suffers more than any character in the book. Yet she could have prevented many of the tragic events in her life by telling the truth. Do you think she made the right choices regarding Becky, her pregnancy, and her role in Dan's death? Can her failure to do so be excused by her youth? Do you see her as a victim or as a villain?

6. Do you think Ada McCloud made the right choice in hiding the alleged confession by her husband? How do you think things might have turned out had she given the letter to the police?

7. Charly enters the story as an outsider coming into a close-knit family and a close-knit community. How does this help and/or hinder her investigation? In terms of the structure of the novel, how does she act as a literary device?

8. How do you think the characters' lives would have turned out had Dan McCloud's body not been found? It could be argued that some characters (particularly Billy and Nancy) are "saved" by the revelations, while other characters (especially Celeste and potentially Becky) have their lives turned upside down. Would it have been better if all of the secrets had remained buried?

9. Who did you first think the killer was, and why? Did your guess change as you read the novel? Were you at all surprised when the killer's identity was revealed?

10. The author has said that the book was inspired by an incident in which he and his sister remembered the same event from their childhood in very different ways. Have you ever experienced this? How did it make you feel to realize that what we think we remember very clearly might not be the truth?

11. How would you describe the novel? Does it fit the traditional definition of a mystery?

12. How is this novel similar to and different from Ford's previous books?

About Michael Thomas Ford:

Michael Thomas Ford is the author of numerous books, most notably the “Trials from My Queer Life” series of essay collections—Alec Baldwin Doesn’t Love Me, That’s Mr. Faggot to You, It’s Not Mean If It’s True, The Little Book of Neuroses, and My Big Fat Queer Life. He lives in San Francisco with his partner and a very large black Lab.

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